Happy Birthday Sis!

My dearest sis, happy birthday to you!

You are my dearest sis
And will always be
For no one can replace you
For you are so kind and understanding

Always praying for your happiness
Your success in your career
And that everything will go smoothly for you

Billions and millions of dollars will not make me give up on you
Gold and silver cannot tempt me to replace you
For you are the only sis for me, now and forever

Jus wan to tel you how much I love you............................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I shudder to think if Mum did not give birth to you..................
If I am just the only child......................
Then I don't think I will be so happy today...............................

I am really blessed to have a sis like you.................

The Coloured Side...................

Seriously considering of furthering my studies................
But first, I have to be sure I am able to give up the many so-called important things in my life..............


The dark side - - -
My PPS, my night outings to "latte", my frequent spending trips to Popular, my existing $$$$$, my extra $$$$$, my zzzzzz...... time, my whatever expensive cuisine (coz I won't have much $ left......), my blogging time and many many more.....................................


On the bright side,
I don't have to worry about:

• a husband with no one to cook for him (in any case, I don't even know how to cook a pot of rice!)
• a kid with no mummy to read stories to (frankly speaking, I'm not interested in happily forever after fairy tales!)
• a parent to take care of (it's my mum who's the one taking care of me all the while anyway!)
• leaving a maid behind who will seduce my man behind my back (I can't afford a maid anyhow, & there's no man anyway!)

On the gray side,

If I really decide to further my studies, I'm going to ask PPIA to sponsor me. Then, I will go into a lifelong agreement with them:

I, Jeslyn Chan Ye Hwee take you PPIA to be my partner to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.

On the rainbow side,

After getting the money and finishing my studies, I will start praying:

Dear Lord Jesus,

Thank you for blessing me with the chance to further my studies. Here I pray that with your divine intervention, please do send to me a rich knight in shining armour to repay the debts of this damsel in distress and rescue her from the bondage of being indebted to this organization.

In Jesus Name I pray, Amen.

Let the apples be................

Clearing my phone list in my hp this morn................. Came across a name :Tay Swee Heng............
One of the nice guys that I got to know in the uni. Staying in the same residential college with so many ****ing guys, he was one of the few that knew how to respect us of the opposite sex, without being hypocritical.

Texted him, though I was prepared that he might have changed his number...................

Ha! Not even 5 minutes I got a reply. It was him! Oh yeah, he still remembered me! Glad to know he's doing well in his hometown in Malacca, helping his father out in his business. Really hope that this guy will be successful in his life, coz he is really one of the most decent guys out there left in this world.

Not long ago, I also came across an online article, where I saw another senior of mine operating a pharmacy in Malacca too. Another pretty nice guy, whom I managed to keep tumpanging his car during my years in uni. Happy for him too that he is now successful................... Kambate!

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-----Let the bad apples be rotten, let the mediocre ones be eaten, but let the good ones be treasured................-----

Zia......Sowelu.....

For those of you interested in Japanese and Korean songs, try listening to these 2 albums..............

Zia (Korean) and Sowelu's (Japanese) voices are amazing and the songs are really, really nice......................

I have been listening to their songs, especially Zia's non-stop this week.................

There is not even 1 song that I don't like in this album........................

All are A-rated, and if this album reaches our Malaysia shore, I will definitely go and get one, even if it is going to cost more than RM100...............

The songs in this album:

01 Yet

02 Feel Like Exploding

03 Love Point

04 (feat. Jang Geunee)

05 Crazy With Love

06 Breaking Up With a Text

07 Words I Can’t Send

08 Yet Piano Ver

09 Crazy With Love Piano Ver

Sowelu is another under-rated singer in Japan, compared to other more popular female singers there........ However, her songs are really nice, including those that she attempts in English........ Try listening to it, and you will understand why I prefer to go for her songs, instead of Ayumi Hamasaki..........................

Somebody Said A Prayer...........

This song is by Billy Ray Cyrus, in his Back To Tennessee album, and though I don't quite like the melody at first, the words are very touching to the soul and it just hits you right on the head, reminding you how a simple prayer for someone can change things and events. Listening to it a few more times, I began to love the melody too................. Guess I was influenced by the lyrics.

Sometimes when things turn bad, we begin to question God why. But how many times do we really go on our knees to pray........................ Something for us to ponder about................

Anyone interested can go to youtube and watch the video........ It's touching........, especially the part where the little son began to pray for the whole family...................
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=48U6TRKzMIs&feature=related

Somebody Said A Prayer

Just a single mom
Raising up the kids
Little Tommy's seven now
And her daughter Justine just turned ten
Pinching every cent
Laughing and loving and content
You would never think
A couple years ago
She almost let her job
Her kids, her mind, her life go up in smoke
Right there on the edge
Right before the fall

Chorus:
Somebody said a prayer
Somebody had some faith
Somebody finally hit their knees
And asked for help for heavens sake
Somebody finally found
Someone who really cares
Somebody said a prayer

He was seventeen
And his heart was broke
The middle of the night
A bottle full of pills
And a goodbye note
Sitting on his bed
But then he bowed his head
Now I see him every week
And every now and then
He talks about that night
And the peace that came over him
Talk about a sign
Can I get an amen
Well there were tears on his face
He said look what happened lord

Chorus:
Somebody said a prayer
Somebody had some faith
Somebody finally hit their knees
And asked for help for heavens sake
Somebody finally found
Someone who really cares
Somebody said a prayer

Can I get an amen
Ohhhhhhhh
Can I get an amen
Ohhhhhhhhhh
Somebody
Somebody said a prayer
Somebody said a prayer
Somebody
Somebody said a prayer

Sorry......sincerely

I'm so sorry that I shared out your story with them. I really did not know that you would mind it so much. I thought that you would not mind as you have shared it before.

Thousands of apologies from me and I won't repeat the same mistake again.

Sincerely from your best friend.

Respecting their dignity..........

Some of you might realize that many photos related to PPIA have disappeared from my blog..... Yeah, I have taken them off.

Learnt a lesson on respecting the dignity of special needs people.................
So, to practise what I have learnt from my KL and Singapore counterparts, I have taken my 1st step..................

2nd step...... anyone who visits will not be allowed to take any photos of our trainees, only shots of them doing their activities, not their faces...........

Well, to those of you who have pasted them on your blog too, pls do cooperate by taking them off...... Your cooperation will be kindly appreciated..........

Lets learn to respect the dignity of these special needs people!

I have taken my first step, have you?

不是大学生的。。。。

虽然是个大学生，也察觉出大学生和非大学生思想的差别。。。。
虽然得承认大学文凭是个快速公路，也非常值钱。。。。
虽然曾经已踏上大学生涯的路。。。。
虽然曾经有实力因没文凭，而没被认可。。。薪水也比别人少得可怜。。。。

但依然。。。。
坚持相信不是大学生的也能做大事。。。。
坚持相信不是大学生的也能闯出一片蓝天。。。。
坚持相信不是大学生的也能做出正面的改革。。。。
坚持相信不是大学生的也能做得非常出众。。。。
坚持相信不是大学生的也能比大学生更加成功。。。。。

我已经没办法证明。。。。
因为我当时没机会。。。。最终被有文凭的人压死了。。。。
因为我最终还是上了大学。。。。。。
就等你去证明吧。。。。。。。。

不后悔的日记

不要后悔走过的小巷
不要后悔攀过的高山
不要后悔跌进的谷底
不要后悔越过的森林


生命的笔画虽然不多
但生命的故事范围却是如此的宽阔
填不完的日记期待着主人的来临
为翻阅不完的一页
刻上丑陋的字体
也添上美丽的字迹
留下最刻苦铭心的回忆

生命。。。。

生命只有那么一条路
没有得后退
没有得U-转

生命只有将会
没有如果能重来，
没有假设再来一次

生命只有继续
要不然就终止
没有得暂停

生没得选择
命却是抉择